I think today went well. Finally had it out with Ed about why I've been so unhappy and how it's not exactly his fault, but he's been a big part of it. I'm just so sick of being isolated out here all the time. The only time I ever get to just jump in the car and go is on the weekends when Ed is home. And even then, there's always something to do first.
I can't keep asking Jess to come and pick me up. It's ridiculous that I should have to rely on my best friend for rides into town if we run out of something. Giving her gas money is not the issue either. I need a vehicle. We don't even have a snowmachine for Pete's sake!
Oh, now he wants me to get off the computer so he can look at used cars. No, no, honey, I want a truck, with 4 wheel drive. HOORAY!
