I swear I could just strangle somebody today! Neither boy would get up without a big hassle this morning, and you know what? They are 11 and 9, they are plenty old enough to get out the door on time! And then I finally shove them onto the bus, and come back inside to find that fucking toilet is backed up again! Why didn't anybody tell me that the septic tank was getting full? Oh my good lord, it's Friday, and do you know how it is to get a service truck out here on a Friday?
I hate living here! Hate it! HATE IT HATE IT!
I want a truck so I'm not stuck in this frigging house all damn day while Ed is at work. I want to move into town. I hate living out here!